“Trash can” Assistant
- 14
- May
- 2015
The subject of feelings is subject that gives a lot to talk about, but it has to be viewed and explained because it is what blocks and prevents us to go further, especially when we are controlled and directed by them.
In today’s post, I come to share a case of an assistant that experienced terrible moments because of the feelings she had in relation to her past. She came to me before yesterday and told me how she was currently free, because the day she attended a meeting where we talked about when a woman is directed by the heart, she is like a “trash can”, she saw herself as if she was carrying “garbage” inside her that was very smelly and unbearable.
She lived many years with the burden of guilt, grief because of acute situations, through which she passed in her former marriage. She had already clamored, fasted, done purposes, but that torment was still in her heart. But after having realized that she was being controlled by her feelings and that only she could get rid of that “weight”, she began using her intelligence and analyzing how weak she was when she let herself be disheartened by her past. She decided not to focus on her problem anymore, and look towards her goal, which is to glorify God with her life. Since then, she has become another woman; she is building up her Salvation and being a true testimony. She is not frozen in time, but decided to invest in herself, not giving up in fighting for her goals.
These true stories are shown here in the post of the assistants for you to see that feelings are sneaky and quiet, and that at all times they are lurking trying to divert us from our goal.
Do not be weak to the point of being a “puppet” controlled by your impulses, insecurities, fears, failures, shames, memories of the past, but make use of your reasoning. Use your head, set your goals and do not be distracted by anything. Be watchful 24 hours a day, without vacillating. It is you who decide whether to continue to endure this “garbage” of feelings, or shield once and for all your interior, making use of the RATIONAL FAITH.
What is the garbage that is within you? Do not fool yourself, but face your reality and “go out swinging” to solve this question once and for all.
Leave your comment and tell us your experiences on this subject. Do not forget that your story could be like so many other people’s story, and that surely it will help someone.
This photo is of the Assistant who told her story at the monthly meeting “12 Parts of Me”, which took place on May 12, 2015
Sinanzeni
3rd July 2020 at 5:59
Very true, praise God l overcame.
Ms guni
4th June 2015 at 21:46
I have been there. Lived in the past a lot.
Patricia Mokhali
26th May 2015 at 13:55
This story reflects to me. I am now ill because I let feelings of my past take hold of me. One shouldn’t let feelings take control of their everything because feeling can destroy am a living testimony of that.
May Mestidio
19th May 2015 at 3:48
Hello Mrs., 🙂
I completely agree with your message. I too went through this situation of being a “trash can” assistant. Feelings are very deceitful and they mislead you about things that are going on in your life. I had been a victim of these emotions because of the hurt i faced in the past not knowing that I was not free but God delivered me. It is very dangerous when you are deceived by your emotions. You think that everything is ok in your life but inside you are rotten. Only by faith and intellengence can a person be set free. Praise God for setting me free.
BAENG MOENG
17th May 2015 at 15:01
Hello.
Thank you so much for this post.
it reminds me of the old me 8 months ago,when my emotions took the best of me. I remember i would use my faith and try to do everything in a spiritual way but a week could not pass without at least one moment that the emotions came raging in to distract me from using my faith. In my case i allowed my emotions to draw me to bad company in church, most of the time i would know i had to pull away from them,but my emotions would tell me that if i do then i would not have anyone to be friends with. I remember i would receive a teaching in church and i would try as much as possible to abide by it,but with those wrong company i would loss focus along the way in every aspect of my life. one day i decided to pull away and even though this friends are not so friendly to me ever since i decided not to let my emotions drive my life, my life is amazing and the fruits of my hard works have began to show. i will never allow my self to be controlled by my feelings. Intelligent faith is what i have learnt from godllywood.