My Life in Godllywood!
- 15
- Jun
- 2013
For three years I was resilient in joining Godlywood, as soon as I heard about the Sisterhood I was indifferent and said it wasn’t for me.
I understood that to be part of the group I would have surrender my whole life and seek a total change.
I felt I couldn’t do that, I had too many defects and tried to change so many times and failed, that I would never change. I was being totally ignorant. When an invitation to join came, I would ignore it because I really didn’t want to join.
Why do I need to join? I have God, I have so many things to do already, I don’t have time for anything else. I’ve already prepared so many dinners I’ve set so many tables before, I didn’t see the spiritual side to it, I only saw the physical tasks. I criticized, judged, and rejected it.
I’m 48 years old and I couldn’t see Godlywood as something of God, something that will help take care of my soul. I was completely focused on my own life, that’s why I didn’t want to give up my “world”.
There was the 1st. inscription, then the 2nd, then the 3rd and three years past but I wasn’t interested. I was the boss of my own life, but sometimes I prayed to God and asked myself why I didn’t want to join. I asked God to show me or change my thoughts on Godlywood. And after reading the book V-Woman, I wanted to seek a change in my life, to truly become this virtuous woman. But in my head I wasn’t going to be part of Godlywood only V-Woman.
I started the 1st two months of tasks to join V-Woman and I was always seeking God to change me inside. I knew it wouldn’t be easy and that I would face a great battle. I knew that I wouldn’t receive this change just by completing my tasks, but it would depend on surrendering myself 100% to God.
With each task I saw a small improvement, I would learn something new but it didn’t resolve my problem.
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Bontle
2nd July 2016 at 5:56
I also thought Godllywood was for elderly only, when i got an invitation to join i felt like badden is on my shoulders couse it required hard workers and i was lazy.when time goes by i saw changes in my life.thanks to the Godllywood meetings
Vanessa Molete
26th May 2016 at 11:30
Dear Mis. Viviane
The was a time when I also thought that Godllywood was not of me, as I always thought that Godllywood is all about one putting on makeup and dressing up( physical appearance)only. Of many years I didn’t see anything wrong with the way I dress sometimes ( boyish sometimes), and do other things, so as I started to do my monthly offerings and read the book ” Sexy Girls” by Hayley Dimorco as one of my rush months offerings I leaned that dressing boyish is not good of my spiritual life. Also I have learned from other offerings that Godllywood is not all about one being like a Barbie doll but one being a better women of God ?. Every time when I do my offerings I thank God of the great opportunity He has given me to be a better woman of God.
Nia Harrison
21st April 2016 at 22:46
This helped me a lot. Im currently in the rush and i had a moment where i thought it wasnt for me because i was only looking and the physical side..for example the no no list. But this group requires total surrender as you said. Now that i see the spiritual side in it, i am happy this opportunity has been given to me in order for me to be this better woman of god?
Brenda S.
26th June 2013 at 8:13
Thank you for sharing this message ! I know its a hard thing to change our old ways but this change will help us become better woman of God.