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Thank you for this audio, Mrs Viviane.
That’s it! I have to be patient with myself and learn.
I need to ask more questions about being a friend.
I am going to invest more in myself. As you said, Jesus paid a high price for me. I am valuable!
God bless you, Mrs Viviane.
Hallo Mrs viviane and the lovely Lady who translates. I wrote last week about my past and I realised as you said today, that I am not okay. I have always thought I was over all that I experienced as a child but writing about it made me see that I still have some work to do. I panicked at the thought of maybe having to read my diary to the other ladies and hoped to God that you would not ask that from us. I am not ready to talk openly and detailed about it, I cried when writing because the pain was still very real. I have forgiven all those involved in my past but for some reason I still cried when recalling all that I lived. I want to come to terms with who I was and who I am and see things from a different perspective.
Hiya Mrs Vivi
My childhood was depressing, because I felt neglected and displeased. In secondary school many people seem not to like me. I was the laughting stock. Many people used to pick on me and call me names like ugly. Even some of my school teachers joined my classmates to mock me. Negative words surrounded me whilst l was growing up. And now lm a highly emotional person. I cry easily. And l find it hard to control my emotions. I sometimes feel inferior. Even in the church is like I’m diffrence from the other youths. By this l tend to isolate myself from them.
I would say that the good thing is that because of this bad experience. A positive experience developed. I knowhow it feels to be depressed and hopeless. I want to do God’s work because the work of God help people like that. Since I know how it feels to suffer. I want to help all does who gave no hope.
However my soul still need healing frome all this experience ls l faced in the past.
Thank you Mrs Vivi for the audios.
This is so true: insecurity is a lack of intelligent faith!
I’ve been through a situation lately and this is exactly what I understood.
As I stop having faith in my insecurities and fails and start having faith in the Word of God, everything change: the way I look at me, the way I look at others, the way I think and the way I act. And finally, I’ll get the result I’ve been dreaming for such a long time!!!
Kisses
Paule
Good day Mrs Vivi
The problems I have been running from is that I have not really been Born of God. I look at myself and I know deep down that I am not. I look and behave like those that are Mrs Vivi but its not the same. I do not know who I have been fooling, people around me of myself? But I am willing to work on myself. Willing to take care of myself. I’ve had a problem of addiction to pornography for the last 6 years and it has been a struggle for me to break free from it. Like Gizelle I realised that this was a spiritual problem and took part in the last campaign of Israel to ask God to help me break free from it. I believe that I am free but somehow the devil always finds ways to accuse me with it and I am struggling to silence his voice.
But now I know God sent you here to help me. Every Wednesday you will find me here ready and willing to learn from what the Spirit of God will say through you. May God continue using and blessing people through you Mrs Vivi.
Natachia
14th November 2015 at 15:52
Thank you for this audio, Mrs Viviane.
That’s it! I have to be patient with myself and learn.
I need to ask more questions about being a friend.
I am going to invest more in myself. As you said, Jesus paid a high price for me. I am valuable!
God bless you, Mrs Viviane.
Phemo Viola Leboane
6th November 2015 at 13:11
Hallo Mrs viviane and the lovely Lady who translates. I wrote last week about my past and I realised as you said today, that I am not okay. I have always thought I was over all that I experienced as a child but writing about it made me see that I still have some work to do. I panicked at the thought of maybe having to read my diary to the other ladies and hoped to God that you would not ask that from us. I am not ready to talk openly and detailed about it, I cried when writing because the pain was still very real. I have forgiven all those involved in my past but for some reason I still cried when recalling all that I lived. I want to come to terms with who I was and who I am and see things from a different perspective.
Munich, Germany
Toyin
25th October 2015 at 1:36
Hiya Mrs Vivi
My childhood was depressing, because I felt neglected and displeased. In secondary school many people seem not to like me. I was the laughting stock. Many people used to pick on me and call me names like ugly. Even some of my school teachers joined my classmates to mock me. Negative words surrounded me whilst l was growing up. And now lm a highly emotional person. I cry easily. And l find it hard to control my emotions. I sometimes feel inferior. Even in the church is like I’m diffrence from the other youths. By this l tend to isolate myself from them.
I would say that the good thing is that because of this bad experience. A positive experience developed. I knowhow it feels to be depressed and hopeless. I want to do God’s work because the work of God help people like that. Since I know how it feels to suffer. I want to help all does who gave no hope.
However my soul still need healing frome all this experience ls l faced in the past.
Paule France
23rd October 2015 at 22:06
Thank you Mrs Vivi for the audios.
This is so true: insecurity is a lack of intelligent faith!
I’ve been through a situation lately and this is exactly what I understood.
As I stop having faith in my insecurities and fails and start having faith in the Word of God, everything change: the way I look at me, the way I look at others, the way I think and the way I act. And finally, I’ll get the result I’ve been dreaming for such a long time!!!
Kisses
Paule
Dimakatso. South Africa
23rd October 2015 at 13:28
Good day Mrs Vivi
The problems I have been running from is that I have not really been Born of God. I look at myself and I know deep down that I am not. I look and behave like those that are Mrs Vivi but its not the same. I do not know who I have been fooling, people around me of myself? But I am willing to work on myself. Willing to take care of myself. I’ve had a problem of addiction to pornography for the last 6 years and it has been a struggle for me to break free from it. Like Gizelle I realised that this was a spiritual problem and took part in the last campaign of Israel to ask God to help me break free from it. I believe that I am free but somehow the devil always finds ways to accuse me with it and I am struggling to silence his voice.
But now I know God sent you here to help me. Every Wednesday you will find me here ready and willing to learn from what the Spirit of God will say through you. May God continue using and blessing people through you Mrs Vivi.
Naledi Malinga
22nd October 2015 at 19:15
Thank you very Much Mrs Viviane.
I am certainly going to take care of myself, I will invest in myself.
It is time to really look deep into me, many times I have said I can do this but this Diary is going to be True ,Now it will be motivation.