Going back to the Past – 19th Part

California was usually sunny. The view from where we lived was so beauiful that the heavens and the sea could talk to us” The afternoon sky was usually reddish, the view was wonderful, the nights were filled with stars, a great setting for those who want to stay connected with God, on the mountain top and away from everything, as I said in the previous diaries, I waited until the early hours for the arrival of my love. And being newly married, my husband did not mind doing extra hours at the radio.

At times he delay coming home, I waited and there was no sign of him, no news, my heart started beating strong, I awas afriad that he had an accident.

However, my husband always sought to do more than is expected of him in the work of God. I never saw him waiting for an idea, he always looked for ideas and was always inspired, he loved to do more hours at the radio.

I was so afraid that he may have suffered a car accident. Many times he told me he drove with the loud music in the car in order to keep himself awake.

Before he got home, I had my time with God. I listened to my father’s “tape recordings” the “Friendly Message”, I read the Bible, I had my unique moment with God, but when push came to shove I panicked and expressed anxiety which showed my lack of confidence.

When Julio got home he didn’t want to eat.
I don’t know why but the distance made me miss my husband and I became more “clingy” to him.

Well, do you remember that couple that was with us and had an adopted little girl? They are not out of the church, but were moved to another branch, in the other diary it was understood that they left the church but that’s not what happened. They were in a church far away from us. And we only saw each other in the pastor’s meetings.

Months later, suddenly the “pastor” revealed what was
hidden inside of him, we discovered that he was passionate for another woman in the Church. The leader of the church took the necessary steps to correct this pastor. The case was exposed to all the pastors their respective wives.

In the next diary I will tell you what I learnt from this situation. For there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed. Each one of us will give account of everything we decide in this life.