#18 Daniel’s Fasting : What’s Wrong With Me?

Some thing you said made me realise why until now everything has been stuck, and nothing has gone forward. I have not really forgiven my father in law, my sister in law and my mum for the debt they had with me when they told me to have an abortion when I was 17. Today I am 32 and haven’t ever fallen pregnant since and inside there is a great bitterness and hatred for what is now in the past. I pray for them, but still inside I enjoy seeing them in misery because I am miserable and stuck. I blame them for what I am going through today and I hold them in debt. For this reason I can’t show them the love they are due. This has held me captive for and in torture so long. Thank you for helping me to see this. I am going to keep fighting because these tears of sadness will one day be tears of joy. Big hug.

Thank you Mrs Freitas this made me free from the resentment and anger that I didn’t think was much of a problem, it really opened my eyes to why we should forgive because before i would forgive but I didn’t see any reason why but now I do. Mrs Freitas I would like to ask how do you become free from fears towards coming out your comfort zone with confidence, it is one of things that I have struggled with since I was 11.