“Welcome to my Blog, I hope to share with you here a little about me and what I have gone through in my life. Your opinions and comments are more than welcome, so feel free to share them with everyone!”
My name is Desiree, I’m in London.
I have taken two weeks to do this one as I have been running away from my financial problems, but mainly the state of my spiritual life. As one the youth group meetings got me realising why am I fearing my death, if I have my salvation. And so reality hits, from all this time I have been in the church, I don’t have my salvation. I find each of my prayers to God in fear and when I’m not fearing I’m just empty to God. The truth is I run to movies, youtube or storybooks when I don’t know what to do. It’s even more scary when it’s your spiritual life is the problem.
My childhood is mainly consists me not making my mum’s expectations. That I was the failure and this one of the reasons I had problems with my mum. As my parents separated when I was younger, I always keep things inside because there was no one to express myself. So the situation with my mum, built a frustration inside, I would never argue back (just try to defend myself). So when I got into secondary school, I became a follower but also interested in other people’s lives (they just looked happy). I remember one of my best friend’s at the time, I always found her to be cool and tough. Now when I look back, she had the same problems I did, I always slept over hers and when I understood her problems and I wanted to cheer her up, make her happy. When I was in the same position as hers. In my childhood, I never solved my problems I just ran away to Anime (Japanese cartoons) and friends.
Good morning miss viviane. I am rose ann from Jamaica. I would like your help. Because when I look in me I don’t like my ways, my attitude, or my reaction. I am full of jealousy and insecurities. I am weak in faith and easy fall to temptation. I often times take out my frustration on others pushing them away from me. I am sure your answer will help me thank you
Evening Ms Viviane,
If I think about the question there is only one main thing I have been running away from. It sounds silly but telling my manger that I would need to leave work early to go to the Godlywood meeting. I have taken so many brakes and he warned me before hiring me again that I can’t take no more times off. So that is what I have been running away from.
Hello Mrs Viviane,
My name is Oyin and I am from London. Right now I cannot really think about something that I run away from however, I have learned so much about my childhood, which is shocking as it is my childhood, but I understand why certain things in my life happened and I even found out that I went through certain things that I was not aware of. Thank you!
My name is Rose Ann from Jamaica. First time listening to your audio. I have been in the church baptised in waters 9 months now. However I am so lost, empty and confuse. I read the bible but I don’t understand what I am reading. At times I feel like giving up but I don’t want to go back to my old lifestyles. I want to change. I need to get rid of the war the conflict that is inside me
Good day Ma,
I am Anita Isioma Chukwuma, i live in Lagos Nigeria.
I will say what i likely run away from are my fears.
When i face challenges the fear of loosing supersedes the chance of winning, and this has cost me opportunities. I prefer doing nothing to doing something when this fear takes over me. Also i run away from crowd like meeting new people it like putting me in the river/pool without live jacket when it clear that i can’t swim.
Desiree
9th June 2017 at 12:06
Hi Mrs Viviane,
My name is Desiree, I’m in London.
I have taken two weeks to do this one as I have been running away from my financial problems, but mainly the state of my spiritual life. As one the youth group meetings got me realising why am I fearing my death, if I have my salvation. And so reality hits, from all this time I have been in the church, I don’t have my salvation. I find each of my prayers to God in fear and when I’m not fearing I’m just empty to God. The truth is I run to movies, youtube or storybooks when I don’t know what to do. It’s even more scary when it’s your spiritual life is the problem.
My childhood is mainly consists me not making my mum’s expectations. That I was the failure and this one of the reasons I had problems with my mum. As my parents separated when I was younger, I always keep things inside because there was no one to express myself. So the situation with my mum, built a frustration inside, I would never argue back (just try to defend myself). So when I got into secondary school, I became a follower but also interested in other people’s lives (they just looked happy). I remember one of my best friend’s at the time, I always found her to be cool and tough. Now when I look back, she had the same problems I did, I always slept over hers and when I understood her problems and I wanted to cheer her up, make her happy. When I was in the same position as hers. In my childhood, I never solved my problems I just ran away to Anime (Japanese cartoons) and friends.
Rose ann Foster
14th July 2016 at 12:56
Good morning miss viviane. I am rose ann from Jamaica. I would like your help. Because when I look in me I don’t like my ways, my attitude, or my reaction. I am full of jealousy and insecurities. I am weak in faith and easy fall to temptation. I often times take out my frustration on others pushing them away from me. I am sure your answer will help me thank you
Jade
2nd July 2016 at 19:50
Evening Ms Viviane,
If I think about the question there is only one main thing I have been running away from. It sounds silly but telling my manger that I would need to leave work early to go to the Godlywood meeting. I have taken so many brakes and he warned me before hiring me again that I can’t take no more times off. So that is what I have been running away from.
Oyin
2nd July 2016 at 19:27
Hello Mrs Viviane,
My name is Oyin and I am from London. Right now I cannot really think about something that I run away from however, I have learned so much about my childhood, which is shocking as it is my childhood, but I understand why certain things in my life happened and I even found out that I went through certain things that I was not aware of. Thank you!
Rose Ann Foster
9th June 2016 at 15:43
My name is Rose Ann from Jamaica. First time listening to your audio. I have been in the church baptised in waters 9 months now. However I am so lost, empty and confuse. I read the bible but I don’t understand what I am reading. At times I feel like giving up but I don’t want to go back to my old lifestyles. I want to change. I need to get rid of the war the conflict that is inside me
Anita Isioma Chukwuma
22nd March 2016 at 10:53
Good day Ma,
I am Anita Isioma Chukwuma, i live in Lagos Nigeria.
I will say what i likely run away from are my fears.
When i face challenges the fear of loosing supersedes the chance of winning, and this has cost me opportunities. I prefer doing nothing to doing something when this fear takes over me. Also i run away from crowd like meeting new people it like putting me in the river/pool without live jacket when it clear that i can’t swim.
deanne duke
6th June 2016 at 16:04
hi my name is deanne duke and i wud like to say thnks bcuz this blog helped me alot.