“See with my own eyes!”
Has someone close and dear to you rebuked you?
Have they pointed out your mistakes and flaws?
Has this made you think and get angry with yourself?
Did you change?
Maybe you’ve even realized your mistake and how it has caused you problems and you’ve even began to change, but over time when problems and challenges arise you begin to become desperate and ” forget” the reason for the change and return to be the same way.
Actually, you didn’t really change, it was pure emotion, you were like a balloon that loses air little by little and then deflates.
It’s like a vicious cycle, you become frustrated and worst of all now you’re aware of your mistake and aren’t able to change.
Until when will you be this way?
Until I see my mistake, my state, my inner being with my own eyes and how it really affects me and realize how much I need to change.
If anyone tells me about my mistake, they may even convince me of it, but if I don’t recognize it and see myself as a “soul ” I won’t truly change. I won’t remain.
I will only change and transform my situation if it’s revealed to me by God, and I recognize my mistake and need to change. It’s something personal. I’m the one who needs to change! I shouldn’t change because someone else wants me to, but because I need to.
Then yes … When I realize it and see with my own eyes I become an eyewitness of my mistakes, my flaws and I will also be the first to witness my transformation. This is the result of an intelligent, perseverant and personal faith.