{"id":16742,"date":"2012-11-29T09:41:32","date_gmt":"2012-11-29T09:41:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.vivianefreitas.com\/es\/?p=16742"},"modified":"2012-12-04T09:42:49","modified_gmt":"2012-12-04T09:42:49","slug":"experiencia-godllywood-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vivianefreitas.com\/es\/experiencia-godllywood-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Experiencia Godllywood"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"intro\">Hola Do\u00f1a Vivi, desde hace un tiempo el Esp\u00edritu Santo me ha \u201cincomodado\u201d para que cuente mi experiencia con \u00c9l, y tambi\u00e9n lo que los Desaf\u00edos Godllywood han hecho en mi vida.<\/p>\n<p>Bueno, a pesar de ser hija de pastor y haber nacido dentro de la iglesia, yo ya fui muy perturbada\u2026<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\n Todo comenz\u00f3 a los 7 a\u00f1os, cuando empec\u00e9 a ver bultos en casa: Era normal que un hombre de negro apareciese durante la noche en la puerta de mi habitaci\u00f3n, pero \u00e9l no ven\u00eda solo\u2026detr\u00e1s de \u00e9l ve\u00eda varios hombres id\u00e9nticos a \u00e9l.<\/p>\n<p>Y fue as\u00ed hasta que cumpl\u00ed 11 a\u00f1os, cuando llegu\u00e9 a Portugal y me perd\u00ed completamente: Me involucr\u00e9 con malas amistades las cuales me presentaron las drogas. Yo fumaba para olvidar los problemas que sent\u00eda cuando estaba sola.<\/p>\n<p>Por la noche, cuando recostaba la cabeza en la almohada, yo lloraba\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sent\u00eda que no le gustaba a nadie y que todos los que se acercaban era por alg\u00fan inter\u00e9s. Me sent\u00eda fea\u2026 \u00a1la peor persona del mundo!<\/p>\n<p>A pesar de tener muchos amigos, me sent\u00eda sola.<\/p>\n<p>Empec\u00e9 a robar, no para sustentar mis vicios, sino porque me gustaba la sensaci\u00f3n de la adrenalina.<\/p>\n<p>Me met\u00eda en l\u00edos en la escuela; en todas las peleas, all\u00ed estaba mi nombre.<\/p>\n<p>Ten\u00eda miedo de la oscuridad\u2026 Cuanto era viernes, o martes, no quer\u00eda saber nada de la iglesia, porque ten\u00eda mucho miedo de las reuniones de liberaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n<p>Ten\u00eda mucha tristeza, una angustia profunda\u2026 Intent\u00e9 el suicidio, no una, ni dos veces, sino miles de veces; me cortaba las mu\u00f1ecas, me asomaba por la ventana y miraba la calle, y pensaba: Si yo salto nadie va a sentir mi falta\u2026 Entonces, \u00a1\u00bfpor qu\u00e9 no?!<\/p>\n<p>Yo sab\u00eda que si me suicidase iba al infierno, pero estaba ciega\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Participaba de las reuniones, pero no absorb\u00eda nada, ni o\u00eda lo que el pastor hablaba. Estaba all\u00ed solo mi cuerpo, porque mi mente vagueaba.<\/p>\n<p>Ten\u00eda una rabia profunda de una obrera \u2013 hoy es esposa y hace la obra en Luxemburgo \u2013 ella intentaba ayudarme, me transmit\u00eda palabras de fe, pero yo no quer\u00eda saber nada\u2026 En la iglesia, cuando la ve\u00eda \u00a1hu\u00eda!<\/p>\n<p>(Continuar\u00e1)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bueno, a pesar de ser hija de pastor y haber nacido dentro de la iglesia, yo ya fui muy 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