{"id":330,"date":"2013-06-15T11:03:51","date_gmt":"2013-06-15T11:03:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.vivianefreitas.com\/en\/?p=330"},"modified":"2013-06-20T17:36:54","modified_gmt":"2013-06-20T17:36:54","slug":"my-life-in-godllywood","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.vivianefreitas.com\/en\/my-life-in-godllywood\/","title":{"rendered":"My Life in Godllywood!"},"content":{"rendered":"

For three years I was resilient in joining Godlywood, as soon as I heard about the Sisterhood I was indifferent and said it wasn\u2019t for me.<\/p>\n

I understood that to be part of the group I would have surrender my whole life and seek a total change.
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\n I felt I couldn\u2019t do that, I had too many defects and tried to change so many times and failed, that I would never change. I was being totally ignorant. When an invitation to join came, I would ignore it because I really didn\u2019t want to join. <\/p>\n

Why do I need to join? I have God, I have so many things to do already, I don\u2019t have time for anything else. I\u2019ve already prepared so many dinners I’ve set so many tables before, I didn\u2019t see the spiritual side to it, I only saw the physical tasks. I criticized, judged, and rejected it.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m 48 years old and I couldn\u2019t see Godlywood as something of God, something that will help take care of my soul. I was completely focused on my own life, that\u2019s why I didn\u2019t want to give up my “world”.<\/p>\n

There was the 1st. inscription, then the 2nd, then the 3rd and three years past but I wasn\u2019t interested. I was the boss of my own life, but sometimes I prayed to God and asked myself why I didn\u2019t want to join. I asked God to show me or change my thoughts on Godlywood. And after reading the book V-Woman, I wanted to seek a change in my life, to truly become this virtuous woman. But in my head I wasn\u2019t going to be part of Godlywood only V-Woman.<\/p>\n

I started the 1st two months of tasks to join V-Woman and I was always seeking God to change me inside. I knew it wouldn\u2019t be easy and that I would face a great battle. I knew that I wouldn\u2019t receive this change just by completing my tasks, but it would depend on surrendering myself 100% to God.<\/p>\n

With each task I saw a small improvement, I would learn something new but it didn\u2019t resolve my problem.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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